the adventures of miss america and mr. ?

aren't you glad there's a ?.

i'm sure you are.

happy belated to the bff.

he's old. officially.

what a month.

grad school.

yes, thank you.

i think i shall take you up on your offer.

really, i just want an apartment.

it keeps me up at night.

just envisioning it.

i hope to wallpaper over the blah.

and find myself some new besties.

aka minions.

as dad would say.

can't wait.

but it will be scary.

no doubt.

idk what i'll do with myself.

well work of course.

i can't afford such luxury.

let's hope there's a light ahead.

because right now it's hard to keep the optimism alive.

there's so much that's changed.

and so little too.

fitness consultation.

i'll get right on that losing 14 pounds thing.

thanks.

i'm pretty sure that for a hispanic.

your "goal weight" for me would be impossible.

i can't wait to get back home.

where no one has heard those words.

i'm sick of my little shoe box.

i shall miss a lot of the players.

i wish some of them weren't so silly and stubborn.

i feel like a little fish in the big water though now.

only the water is orange.

shiny things.

shop detox.

my midnight dreams.

i wish they came true.

some of them anyway.

i wonder what a drowning means anyway.

plan the table.

it'll never be what you really want anyway.

might as well just get that notion out.

I can't wait to meet TV DLG

i can't sleep

so i might as well blog.

i love reading your posts brp.

i do remember GDV.

i will go solo before you do however.

my mind is in a blur.

so much going on.

i've been having lots of thoughts about fresh year.

it really is upsetting sometimes.

i'm so different now though.

i can't believe we are this old.

and yet we aren't that old at all.

i wonder what will happen to us in this decade.

spring break dreams.

it's right ahead of me.

all i need to do is get cut through the tape.

old habits die hard.

i wonder what you are doing now.

not that i want to be invested.

the real star this week has been my mouth.

i know when i shouldn't say something.

but there i go.

chasing after fire.

i don't care really.

isn't that the point of a good friend?

probably not.

but you know what your getting with me anyway.

the rain today was nice.

it kind of makes you feel like your not here.

i wish the lakehouse soundtrack had played in the background.

graduation is coming in sight.

my biggest concern now is what shoes to wear.

black or beige.

you'll have to show to find out.

so much change.

and so much of the same.

i need to not eat again.

it really is upsetting.

how much wider i am now.

at the same time.

i don't want to stay away from all the goodies.

i'm surprised i haven't ripped any clothing lately.

spring is right around the corner.

can't wait to break out of the jeans.

my last winter in dc.

anywhere really.

the world is in turmoil.

it's all very upsetting.

i don't know what we are thinking.

people need to understand.

i'm done with your ignorance.

but there's not much i can do.

can't wait to cut some of my ties.

they are unhealthy.

and i'm done.

don't be tardy for the party.

you were right.

i didn't notice.

wow. 2011.

didn't see that one coming.

vday post.

for the bff.

we will send flowers next year.

and all the coworkers will ooh and ahh.

we'll be the belles of the ball!

until then i'll leave these nice words.

you said i should be more optimistic this year.

it's true.

looking back.

there was definitely a lot of hate.

to spread around.

it's fun to see if you can still remember the source.

2010 was a success.

yes there were the ups and downs.

but there was so much accomplished.

strength to quit.

it's a tough thing to do.

now it's 2011 and everything is changing.

new faces.

glad i'm not home.

to deal with the mumbo jumbo.

there would have to be several diffusers.

patches of dry.

i wonder what awaits.

what will spring bring?

how about we...?

figure it out.

mind the past.

black lace beauty.

with your gray pleats.

it's a look to die for.

if only you weren't so cheeky.

pounding on the door.

it's not a way to be awakened.

such a connoisseur these days.

i shall leave you all of my suggestions.

will we stage our comebacks?

who knows.

in the meantime.

i'll just remember how we used to do.

re-emergence

jealous much?

maybe you should just stop complaining.

and do something already.

if it really bothers you that much.

then go change.

because honestly i'm sick of listening to your whining.

when even i think you used the word hate too many times.

you know there is a problem.

i'm so sick of this bullshit.

thank goodness.

i know better now to just get up and leave.

i don't need the negativity.

reverting.

but realizing it now.

i'm not gonna let it be a repeat of the old days.

high school taught me too much.

to continue on the wrong path again.

you are not what you think you are.

i have no words left for you anyway.

it is true.

you just need to disconnect completely.

the semester is over.

it was very tiring.

but i learned a lot about myself.

more to go.

but that will have to wait a while.

mr. hurricane

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if you can't stand the heat...

get OUT of the kitchen!

it's so true.

i guess this is our comeback.

to the blogging world.

fun thanksgiving.

missed the fam though.

and the tree lightings.

that were my social agenda this part of year.

i hope it pours today.

only after i get back to the dorm.

i need flashcards.

someone should make a program online.

so you can just print them out from there.

on my 3x5's.

cyber monday.

black friday did not treat me well.

probably no one come to think of it.

this week was lovely.

turkey dinners.

with the WASPs.

lying in bed all day long.

shopping.

seeing the sights.

with everyone else in the city.

bertha's house of mussels.

that was delish.

baltimore is lovely.

getting there is not.

national aquarium.

you know what a sucker i am for aquariums.

those were the biggest rays i've ever seen in my life.

but your dolphin show was too educational.

give me the tricks of sea world any day.

listening to tunes.

in the museum.

because no one will come in anyway.

i can't believe after all this time.

you still don't know what makes me upset.

oh well.

hawaii soon.

i can't wait to aloha.