bernard ruxford peabody.

according to my blog.

may 27,2007.

that is what we originally named you.

after our little trip to dallas.

oh my my.

how time has flown.

the polarity of your personality.

it's quite stunning.

i like how you want me to think.

you have changed.

but you've just gotten a harder shell.

to bad i had peeked in beforehand.

i can't wait for everything!

i can't believe it happened to me.

but i think it will be okay.

i just i wish i knew for sure.

peace of mind.

it would be much appreciated.

i can't believe salamander is graduating.

it seems odd to me.

at least i got a good letter out.

first exam today.

can't say i'm all that excited.

but i'll wait for it.

and get over it as usual.

hopefully there is another grade to balance it out...

got my boxes out of the way.

so now all i really have is everything else i own.

this will be an interesting weekend.

like playing tetris in real life.

and hoping nothing is over 70 lbs.

when did we learn all these little things?

i can remember learning to spell elephant.

and mississippi.

that's about it.

hope for more sleep tonight.

at least i'm having steady mornings.

must finish all this stuff.

and find a more convenient post office.

yes.

that would be good.

its bubbling up summer

less than a week now.

till i'm back bossing you around.

like i usually do.

i can't wait to be home.

its getting warmer.

green trees.

and sharp shadows.

a nice morning walk.

to get away from it all.

i shall get back to this blog later.

i suppose.

have a great day!

mi primo.

and also i love you!

thank you for being a friend.

rip bea arthur.

connie dog.

man i wish i were there.

although lets be honest i prob won't go near the dog.

highly perfumed and coifed.

ready to go.

and get out of here.

yes yes that is what i need.

why must you make us both upset.

all the rings and whistles and dings.

its enough to make me want to slam your alarm.

across the room and out the window.

that would be a sight.

while in ball gown naturally.

i can't seem to get anything done.

well on this little sleep.

who could blame me really.

we might as well live on different planets.

i should read.

maybe ill just go draw.

i need to do that too.

pull the blanket on top.

oh some people.

i often don't like seeing them around.

it's such a waste of my time.

energy maybe.

oh STEP it out.

haha.

what a great night.

although with that look.

i'd think you might come kill me.

i respect that.

back to the grind.

after all there's only two more weeks of it.

packing mysteries.

what on earth will i do.

we shall have to find out soon enough really.

DC hookers.

i should have began my mobile blogging.

right then and there.

but i didn't.

not even one on the way here.

and a long trip its been.

i could barely keep my eyes open long enough.

to see anything between the district and nyc.

then the crazies came in.

or on board i should say.

i don't know lady.

stop asking me your stupid questions.

i bet your husband hates spending time with you.

okay. also.

newsflash.

just because you are wearing earphones.

does not mean that i cannot hear what you are saying.

one thing has nothing to do with the other.

oh the clutter.

and the rain.

i shall swing this way and that.

just to get to where i'm supposed to be.

how lovely to see you all.

i'm glad to be jetting away.

from back there.

i don't know why you are acting the way you are.

i don't care for it though.

i'm really not there for you to treat me like that.

but now its the new haven swing yet again.

and i have yet to feel far away from it.

beauty, elegance, transformation.

it's all so wonderful to me.

although i guess its commonplace to you now.

day in and day out.

it's a rare treat for me.

if only i had been accepted.

that would have been something.

rebecca in the ivy league.

but were past that.

i don't think i really settled.

it will be off tomorrow.

and on to a plane in three weeks.

so much to do between now and then.

i hope it goes by quickly.

i'm sure it will.

until then.

i will watch the flowers.

and the trees.

happy easter family!

yes, we WILL wear proper footwear

cracklings on my tv.

i don't know why.

i really enjoyed the banter today.

ooh.

how lovely.

it was just great.

and i've found a good solution.

for right now.

i should read over this review.

before it makes its way to your hands.

are you here?

i'm not sure that you are.

oh my let's talk tomorrow.

maybe we can get together.

haha.

metaphorically of course.

what if?

haha.

so many memories.

you should really stick to what you know.

yes leave me out of it.

i really don't understand your assertions.

they are foreign.

almost like another language.

i shudder to know people think like you.

french kiss.

pretty much.

my favorite movie of all time.

so glad its on the tube.

all kinds of clutter around.

i'll get rid of it all.

the geometry.

the wording.

why is it that you do not respond?

i live for the 3 way calling.

i'm glad that grandma thinks crazy.

we need to get away.

i think to the grand canyon.

i'm not too sure.

as long as it isn't here.

nor there.

i have all these new markings.

they aren't really welcome.

but i suppose that's what i get.

for all the stress.

i should probably focus on the studying.

but i won't.

i'll escape.

in the travel network.

and the best of the rest.

you are too.

can't wait to see you.

soon enough.

soon enough.