i honestly forgot the witty beginning.

oh yeah.

try and stop me.

i really don't think you will.

ever.

i've got my way.

so it may not always be smart.

but it's mine.

and i can get things done.

awkwardness.

oh wow.

i kinda really hate you.

for no particular reason.

other than your whole personality.

onwards.

grab your chopsticks.

if you can...

"not even a glimmer in my eye"

omg really? really?

sex and the city.

with great company.

almost a good flick.

no no no.

big hats.

and dark rooms.

how great!

insights.

wow i'm actually getting what i've paid for.

although i'll mimic this weeks' secret post.

oh well.

it's what i've got.

fight with the tech.

you don't have the answer.

and neither do you.

so drive along.

new art.

wings of sorts.

flying pamphlet.

fountain pics.

your dress is just ugly.

yeah i said it.

things can not work out like that.

believe me.

well don't i really don't care.

bubble tea.

don't throw the food please.

hah it was cute.

until i came along.

good for you.

books. books. cd. book.

no that's far too much work.

trailers.

and kids seats.

wall-e love.

pixar greatness.

okay fine.

i'm done.

"you are the tragedy end."

harsh words.

over and over.

yelping in my ears.

i won't hold back.

did you think i would?

no.

more criticism.

from an unwanted source.

just leave me be.

please.

what have i been doing?

hmm friendly lunches.

unexpected crowd.

i hate this song.

change the channel.

miss the good.

and the bad.

but mostly just the plain old.

whats the point in that?

green teal.

black shoes.

yellow undergarments.

sunflowers of sorts.

chat it up.

in a new hangout.

not really meant for this audience.

but who cares.

i don't approve of most of what you say.

but that's not my job.

back to everything.

oh well.

it was a nice break anyway.

blue liquid lacquer.

oh my holy hell.

it's been too long.

let me think here.

returning to the ordinary.

i hope it's not like that in the future.

so count the minutes.

the hours.

the days.

i'm still judging the whole thing.

i probably always will.

closing time.

keep talking.

around and around.

the whole world.

so appreciate it.

lift up the music.

and play your part.

i hope you still can.

okay so lets go in search.

of something spectacular.

bright lights.

not exactly the ones we were looking for.

but they will do.

warm warm breeze.

take what you like.

oh so this again.

fight. fight. fight.

and crash to the end.

toss in the tranquility.

and add a dash of suspense.

that's pretty much it.

okay so familiar territory.

good thing that wasn't unchartered waters.

tremble around.

toss and toss.

dancing around.

the cold floor.

shaking morning.

a waking goodbye.

it's not that easy.

or difficult.

horrid matching.

and sleepy days.

why don't you have what i want?

marvel at nothing in particular.

i don't really know what it is.

but you don't either.

oh well.

wake up again.

and join the real.

it's my time.

i will do with it what i like.

until then.

i count.

and count.

glittering your shadows.

alright. alright. alright.

i've lightened.

pop the pills.

and there you go.

scratching against the surface.

of things to come.

revelations, to me anyways.

i hope you can understand.

wilting flowers.

read the past.

love it or hate it.

i don't really know which yet.

pink fluffy rooms.

and streaming thoughts.

feeling kinda alone.

roses of fizz.

i hope to find you.

and me.

in good places.

i don't need to go with you.

i can stay here.

or go wherever i want.

peace.

in a non-conformist attitude.

toss the chance back.

to understanding.

you've spotted me.

i think we are lost.

tipsy evenings.

not my own.

new locations.

the company wasn't so welcome.

fire burning.

amidst calm chatter.

awkward questions.

and laughs.

we are indeed different.

really very much so.

and i think you can sense it too.

i don't think it will stop us though.

because you know how to appreciate it.

and so do i.

trek off.

the beaten path.

hours of laughter.

and a beating eye.

how calming.

and eerie.

merry go round dreams.

and ferris wheel fun.

what a nice view.

it is nice to hold some power.

bickering.

i definitely can't deal with your argument.

but i will let it go for now.

let the cards.

fall where they may.

problem is i like to shuffle things.

following in the footsteps.

put down your braids.

fuck.

this again.

i just want to disappear.

is this how its going to be?

i guess so.

i don't deal well.

apparently.

i wish everything would just change.

ambiguous feeling.

i can't even do this anymore.