aren't you glad there's a ?.
i'm sure you are.
happy belated to the bff.
he's old. officially.
what a month.
grad school.
yes, thank you.
i think i shall take you up on your offer.
really, i just want an apartment.
it keeps me up at night.
just envisioning it.
i hope to wallpaper over the blah.
and find myself some new besties.
aka minions.
as dad would say.
can't wait.
but it will be scary.
no doubt.
idk what i'll do with myself.
well work of course.
i can't afford such luxury.
let's hope there's a light ahead.
because right now it's hard to keep the optimism alive.
there's so much that's changed.
and so little too.
fitness consultation.
i'll get right on that losing 14 pounds thing.
thanks.
i'm pretty sure that for a hispanic.
your "goal weight" for me would be impossible.
i can't wait to get back home.
where no one has heard those words.
i'm sick of my little shoe box.
i shall miss a lot of the players.
i wish some of them weren't so silly and stubborn.
i feel like a little fish in the big water though now.
only the water is orange.
shiny things.
shop detox.
my midnight dreams.
i wish they came true.
some of them anyway.
i wonder what a drowning means anyway.
plan the table.
it'll never be what you really want anyway.
might as well just get that notion out.
Monday, March 28, 2011
Monday, February 28, 2011
I can't wait to meet TV DLG
i can't sleep
so i might as well blog.
i love reading your posts brp.
i do remember GDV.
i will go solo before you do however.
my mind is in a blur.
so much going on.
i've been having lots of thoughts about fresh year.
it really is upsetting sometimes.
i'm so different now though.
i can't believe we are this old.
and yet we aren't that old at all.
i wonder what will happen to us in this decade.
spring break dreams.
it's right ahead of me.
all i need to do is get cut through the tape.
old habits die hard.
i wonder what you are doing now.
not that i want to be invested.
the real star this week has been my mouth.
i know when i shouldn't say something.
but there i go.
chasing after fire.
i don't care really.
isn't that the point of a good friend?
probably not.
but you know what your getting with me anyway.
the rain today was nice.
it kind of makes you feel like your not here.
i wish the lakehouse soundtrack had played in the background.
graduation is coming in sight.
my biggest concern now is what shoes to wear.
black or beige.
you'll have to show to find out.
so much change.
and so much of the same.
i need to not eat again.
it really is upsetting.
how much wider i am now.
at the same time.
i don't want to stay away from all the goodies.
i'm surprised i haven't ripped any clothing lately.
spring is right around the corner.
can't wait to break out of the jeans.
my last winter in dc.
anywhere really.
the world is in turmoil.
it's all very upsetting.
i don't know what we are thinking.
people need to understand.
i'm done with your ignorance.
but there's not much i can do.
can't wait to cut some of my ties.
they are unhealthy.
and i'm done.
so i might as well blog.
i love reading your posts brp.
i do remember GDV.
i will go solo before you do however.
my mind is in a blur.
so much going on.
i've been having lots of thoughts about fresh year.
it really is upsetting sometimes.
i'm so different now though.
i can't believe we are this old.
and yet we aren't that old at all.
i wonder what will happen to us in this decade.
spring break dreams.
it's right ahead of me.
all i need to do is get cut through the tape.
old habits die hard.
i wonder what you are doing now.
not that i want to be invested.
the real star this week has been my mouth.
i know when i shouldn't say something.
but there i go.
chasing after fire.
i don't care really.
isn't that the point of a good friend?
probably not.
but you know what your getting with me anyway.
the rain today was nice.
it kind of makes you feel like your not here.
i wish the lakehouse soundtrack had played in the background.
graduation is coming in sight.
my biggest concern now is what shoes to wear.
black or beige.
you'll have to show to find out.
so much change.
and so much of the same.
i need to not eat again.
it really is upsetting.
how much wider i am now.
at the same time.
i don't want to stay away from all the goodies.
i'm surprised i haven't ripped any clothing lately.
spring is right around the corner.
can't wait to break out of the jeans.
my last winter in dc.
anywhere really.
the world is in turmoil.
it's all very upsetting.
i don't know what we are thinking.
people need to understand.
i'm done with your ignorance.
but there's not much i can do.
can't wait to cut some of my ties.
they are unhealthy.
and i'm done.
Sunday, February 13, 2011
don't be tardy for the party.
you were right.
i didn't notice.
wow. 2011.
didn't see that one coming.
vday post.
for the bff.
we will send flowers next year.
and all the coworkers will ooh and ahh.
we'll be the belles of the ball!
until then i'll leave these nice words.
you said i should be more optimistic this year.
it's true.
looking back.
there was definitely a lot of hate.
to spread around.
it's fun to see if you can still remember the source.
2010 was a success.
yes there were the ups and downs.
but there was so much accomplished.
strength to quit.
it's a tough thing to do.
now it's 2011 and everything is changing.
new faces.
glad i'm not home.
to deal with the mumbo jumbo.
there would have to be several diffusers.
patches of dry.
i wonder what awaits.
what will spring bring?
how about we...?
figure it out.
mind the past.
black lace beauty.
with your gray pleats.
it's a look to die for.
if only you weren't so cheeky.
pounding on the door.
it's not a way to be awakened.
such a connoisseur these days.
i shall leave you all of my suggestions.
will we stage our comebacks?
who knows.
in the meantime.
i'll just remember how we used to do.
i didn't notice.
wow. 2011.
didn't see that one coming.
vday post.
for the bff.
we will send flowers next year.
and all the coworkers will ooh and ahh.
we'll be the belles of the ball!
until then i'll leave these nice words.
you said i should be more optimistic this year.
it's true.
looking back.
there was definitely a lot of hate.
to spread around.
it's fun to see if you can still remember the source.
2010 was a success.
yes there were the ups and downs.
but there was so much accomplished.
strength to quit.
it's a tough thing to do.
now it's 2011 and everything is changing.
new faces.
glad i'm not home.
to deal with the mumbo jumbo.
there would have to be several diffusers.
patches of dry.
i wonder what awaits.
what will spring bring?
how about we...?
figure it out.
mind the past.
black lace beauty.
with your gray pleats.
it's a look to die for.
if only you weren't so cheeky.
pounding on the door.
it's not a way to be awakened.
such a connoisseur these days.
i shall leave you all of my suggestions.
will we stage our comebacks?
who knows.
in the meantime.
i'll just remember how we used to do.
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
jealous much?
maybe you should just stop complaining.
and do something already.
if it really bothers you that much.
then go change.
because honestly i'm sick of listening to your whining.
when even i think you used the word hate too many times.
you know there is a problem.
i'm so sick of this bullshit.
thank goodness.
i know better now to just get up and leave.
i don't need the negativity.
reverting.
but realizing it now.
i'm not gonna let it be a repeat of the old days.
high school taught me too much.
to continue on the wrong path again.
you are not what you think you are.
i have no words left for you anyway.
it is true.
you just need to disconnect completely.
the semester is over.
it was very tiring.
but i learned a lot about myself.
more to go.
but that will have to wait a while.
and do something already.
if it really bothers you that much.
then go change.
because honestly i'm sick of listening to your whining.
when even i think you used the word hate too many times.
you know there is a problem.
i'm so sick of this bullshit.
thank goodness.
i know better now to just get up and leave.
i don't need the negativity.
reverting.
but realizing it now.
i'm not gonna let it be a repeat of the old days.
high school taught me too much.
to continue on the wrong path again.
you are not what you think you are.
i have no words left for you anyway.
it is true.
you just need to disconnect completely.
the semester is over.
it was very tiring.
but i learned a lot about myself.
more to go.
but that will have to wait a while.
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Monday, November 30, 2009
if you can't stand the heat...
get OUT of the kitchen!
it's so true.
i guess this is our comeback.
to the blogging world.
fun thanksgiving.
missed the fam though.
and the tree lightings.
that were my social agenda this part of year.
i hope it pours today.
only after i get back to the dorm.
i need flashcards.
someone should make a program online.
so you can just print them out from there.
on my 3x5's.
cyber monday.
black friday did not treat me well.
probably no one come to think of it.
this week was lovely.
turkey dinners.
with the WASPs.
lying in bed all day long.
shopping.
seeing the sights.
with everyone else in the city.
bertha's house of mussels.
that was delish.
baltimore is lovely.
getting there is not.
national aquarium.
you know what a sucker i am for aquariums.
those were the biggest rays i've ever seen in my life.
but your dolphin show was too educational.
give me the tricks of sea world any day.
listening to tunes.
in the museum.
because no one will come in anyway.
i can't believe after all this time.
you still don't know what makes me upset.
oh well.
hawaii soon.
i can't wait to aloha.
it's so true.
i guess this is our comeback.
to the blogging world.
fun thanksgiving.
missed the fam though.
and the tree lightings.
that were my social agenda this part of year.
i hope it pours today.
only after i get back to the dorm.
i need flashcards.
someone should make a program online.
so you can just print them out from there.
on my 3x5's.
cyber monday.
black friday did not treat me well.
probably no one come to think of it.
this week was lovely.
turkey dinners.
with the WASPs.
lying in bed all day long.
shopping.
seeing the sights.
with everyone else in the city.
bertha's house of mussels.
that was delish.
baltimore is lovely.
getting there is not.
national aquarium.
you know what a sucker i am for aquariums.
those were the biggest rays i've ever seen in my life.
but your dolphin show was too educational.
give me the tricks of sea world any day.
listening to tunes.
in the museum.
because no one will come in anyway.
i can't believe after all this time.
you still don't know what makes me upset.
oh well.
hawaii soon.
i can't wait to aloha.
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Monday, October 19, 2009
Friday, September 25, 2009
rude much?
god.
i need a new group.
def.
can't wait to be back home!
with my fav. cousins.
dan's moving in with his bff cousin though.
too bad i'll be doing the decorating.
you have no choice in color.
i will tell you what color to like.
and you will like it.
back on a morning bus schedule.
it's so nice to be riding the old bus again.
made friends with the nice bus lady.
she's super.
i really do like her hair.
maybe i'll just get extensions while i'm waiting for mine to grow.
i guess i need some water bras while i'm waiting for chiches as well.
haha.
otherwise, i've been doing nothing but work.
apparently i never left the system.
seeing as how my money got deposited magically.
not that it was a huge amount.
it's almost not worth it.
except it is.
because i've received packages like every day this week.
oh well.
my bed is made.
my laundry is done.
the jazz is playing in the background.
soon to be the cool sounds of ocean breeze.
from my sound machine.
maybe i should try a new one.
like summer night.
that could work.
tomorrow is a busy day.
prob should start working on this paper first thing.
before it drives me crazy.
like last week.
don't really want a repeat.
i need to get back to the gym.
that lady with the chocolate milk at the whole foods was lovely.
she said i didn't have to worry about my waistline.
prob because i'm not the one with the chocolate milk sadly.
quebec will take the low fat wheat products please.
except that pizza today was yummy.
i'm glad they got good mango in again too.
i could really go for a bean and cheese.
with my fav cousin.
but i'll just have to wait i suppose.
better book the ticket home this weekend.
before the price goes up.
hopefully i make it in one piece and don't get stuck.
sigh.
apples are filling my room.
i should go to sleep.
i need a new group.
def.
can't wait to be back home!
with my fav. cousins.
dan's moving in with his bff cousin though.
too bad i'll be doing the decorating.
you have no choice in color.
i will tell you what color to like.
and you will like it.
back on a morning bus schedule.
it's so nice to be riding the old bus again.
made friends with the nice bus lady.
she's super.
i really do like her hair.
maybe i'll just get extensions while i'm waiting for mine to grow.
i guess i need some water bras while i'm waiting for chiches as well.
haha.
otherwise, i've been doing nothing but work.
apparently i never left the system.
seeing as how my money got deposited magically.
not that it was a huge amount.
it's almost not worth it.
except it is.
because i've received packages like every day this week.
oh well.
my bed is made.
my laundry is done.
the jazz is playing in the background.
soon to be the cool sounds of ocean breeze.
from my sound machine.
maybe i should try a new one.
like summer night.
that could work.
tomorrow is a busy day.
prob should start working on this paper first thing.
before it drives me crazy.
like last week.
don't really want a repeat.
i need to get back to the gym.
that lady with the chocolate milk at the whole foods was lovely.
she said i didn't have to worry about my waistline.
prob because i'm not the one with the chocolate milk sadly.
quebec will take the low fat wheat products please.
except that pizza today was yummy.
i'm glad they got good mango in again too.
i could really go for a bean and cheese.
with my fav cousin.
but i'll just have to wait i suppose.
better book the ticket home this weekend.
before the price goes up.
hopefully i make it in one piece and don't get stuck.
sigh.
apples are filling my room.
i should go to sleep.
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
red rain boots.
lovely new beauties.
phone calls galore from home.
well at to there as well.
even gma wants me off the phone.
i'm the only one with that power.
fortunately enough i've kept busy.
so many things popping up.
my farm is flourishing.
i feel bad for getting us addicted.
but i'm not sure what i would do in the morning or before bed.
if not farm.
we're losing more greats.
i've enjoyed our visits.
but i will not be held to your timetable.
because you do not care that much.
to do the same for me.
i don't care for your crudeness.
and you don't really care for my truth.
that's okay.
rainyish days.
i'm not good at the whole "comforting" thing.
we really need to work on that.
still...
i'm having a problem with this scheduling thing.
i need to focus.
and clamp down on the plans.
i should go now though.
because we are on the phone.
phone calls galore from home.
well at to there as well.
even gma wants me off the phone.
i'm the only one with that power.
fortunately enough i've kept busy.
so many things popping up.
my farm is flourishing.
i feel bad for getting us addicted.
but i'm not sure what i would do in the morning or before bed.
if not farm.
we're losing more greats.
i've enjoyed our visits.
but i will not be held to your timetable.
because you do not care that much.
to do the same for me.
i don't care for your crudeness.
and you don't really care for my truth.
that's okay.
rainyish days.
i'm not good at the whole "comforting" thing.
we really need to work on that.
still...
i'm having a problem with this scheduling thing.
i need to focus.
and clamp down on the plans.
i should go now though.
because we are on the phone.
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
special collection.
i'm back.
sigh.
all this blogging nonsense.
oh well.
back to the old gtown.
it's been an easier adjustment this year.
but why do i keep trying to kill myself with work?
i dont understand.
how i think sometimes.
i need some rain boots.
they would have to be chic though.
not crappy like i've been seeing around.
i also need a new bag.
probably a backpack actually.
because i'm killing my back.
with this crappy bag.
need to do laundry.
all my jeans have expanded since last week.
so many new things to remember.
about going about the day.
must start the new job today.
the old one is wonderfully improved.
thank god.
light. fireplace. granite.
i really couldn't have done better.
need a new smartrip card too.
but when will i make it down to metro center?
better yet, when will you?
talk of visits.
SUPER COOL.
i can't wait.
haha.
i really can't.
farming is my new hobby.
yeah, i've decided.
it's yours too.
everyone but shar.
she doesn't even have any animals?!?!
ooh.
i better get going up the hill.
which has become like a hill of death.
getting back in shape.
easier said than done.
grocery shopping.
ripe.
yes indeed.
love to you cousin!
ta ta.
sigh.
all this blogging nonsense.
oh well.
back to the old gtown.
it's been an easier adjustment this year.
but why do i keep trying to kill myself with work?
i dont understand.
how i think sometimes.
i need some rain boots.
they would have to be chic though.
not crappy like i've been seeing around.
i also need a new bag.
probably a backpack actually.
because i'm killing my back.
with this crappy bag.
need to do laundry.
all my jeans have expanded since last week.
so many new things to remember.
about going about the day.
must start the new job today.
the old one is wonderfully improved.
thank god.
light. fireplace. granite.
i really couldn't have done better.
need a new smartrip card too.
but when will i make it down to metro center?
better yet, when will you?
talk of visits.
SUPER COOL.
i can't wait.
haha.
i really can't.
farming is my new hobby.
yeah, i've decided.
it's yours too.
everyone but shar.
she doesn't even have any animals?!?!
ooh.
i better get going up the hill.
which has become like a hill of death.
getting back in shape.
easier said than done.
grocery shopping.
ripe.
yes indeed.
love to you cousin!
ta ta.
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
the sheets are in shambles.
there goes becca.
spiraling out of control.
and into a frenzy again.
i feel like i've regressed a few years.
this has just been a bad experience.
i think i'll not go to work today.
i need to sleep.
or something.
i should probably call in soon.
curious case.
oh more tests today too.
joy.
hopefully that's not what i'm anxious about.
this weekend was good.
although i predicted this down fall a while ago.
circus with the family.
that was a highlight.
the acrobat acts were great.
i wish i could run off and life with them.
but i won't.
did you see ringling bros. elephants...
at the jackson funeral?
i should get back to bed.
as soon as possible.
spiraling out of control.
and into a frenzy again.
i feel like i've regressed a few years.
this has just been a bad experience.
i think i'll not go to work today.
i need to sleep.
or something.
i should probably call in soon.
curious case.
oh more tests today too.
joy.
hopefully that's not what i'm anxious about.
this weekend was good.
although i predicted this down fall a while ago.
circus with the family.
that was a highlight.
the acrobat acts were great.
i wish i could run off and life with them.
but i won't.
did you see ringling bros. elephants...
at the jackson funeral?
i should get back to bed.
as soon as possible.
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
my blog count pales in comparison.
okay daniel.
you win.
but only because of me.
and my obsessive compulsive need to know everything.
and report it to whoever needs to know immediately.
or just anyone walking by really.
heehee.
i'm going to stay positive for the trip.
reminder to take some klondikes with me.
and my fake ray-bans.
should i get a twitter page?
i'm not really sure i'm ready for the fad.
but it is pretty damn tempting.
i wish my hair would grow out already.
hm... i guess i'll have to be pretty patient on that one.
or buy some fake hair.
my spending habits are out of control.
just a bit this time.
but definitely need to budget the year out.
especially the job part of it.
it's nice to rely on yourself.
for most everything you need.
it's been an eye-opening week.
i should probably be a little more careful.
july 4th weekend.
not that it really means anything.
i don't think there's ever really been a family bbq.
and it is certainly to hot to be sitting out there.
i'm sure we will find something to do.
i wish we were going to a spa.
but oh well.
just make sure to keep my mouth shut.
you win.
but only because of me.
and my obsessive compulsive need to know everything.
and report it to whoever needs to know immediately.
or just anyone walking by really.
heehee.
i'm going to stay positive for the trip.
reminder to take some klondikes with me.
and my fake ray-bans.
should i get a twitter page?
i'm not really sure i'm ready for the fad.
but it is pretty damn tempting.
i wish my hair would grow out already.
hm... i guess i'll have to be pretty patient on that one.
or buy some fake hair.
my spending habits are out of control.
just a bit this time.
but definitely need to budget the year out.
especially the job part of it.
it's nice to rely on yourself.
for most everything you need.
it's been an eye-opening week.
i should probably be a little more careful.
july 4th weekend.
not that it really means anything.
i don't think there's ever really been a family bbq.
and it is certainly to hot to be sitting out there.
i'm sure we will find something to do.
i wish we were going to a spa.
but oh well.
just make sure to keep my mouth shut.
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Monday, June 29, 2009
a vain line.
oh stress hives.
thanks so much for choosing today.
really i enjoy you yearly.
so many celeb deaths.
it's all a little too much.
i can't help but wonder who will be next.
i haven't called/seen gma in weeks.
i probably should visit her sometime.
hopefully she's not upset with me.
the complex vaca talk.
i could have done without.
that was all just more than a little ridiculous.
so much going on for one week.
i think i'm going to take a book to the beach.
maybe i'll actually read it.
while i tan of course.
god knows i'm looking just the wrong side of ghost like lately.
peppy pink nails and a curious case of red toes.
i think it's time to say goodbye.
you seem to have cut off the communiqué for quite some time now.
i don't have feelings about it yet.
i'm sure i will eventually.
like next week... hah.
dan stop robbing those dq's.
i know you want a blizzard.
but gosh they are only like $3.
gym euphoria.
so many machines.
and so much pain.
but it's not a bad pain.
need to work though it tomorrow.
or sometime.
i've had enough for one week.
and it's only monday.
maybe it's just the one situation i can't seem to pin down.
that makes it seem like the rest are in the air.
but i think it's no worse than usual.
thanks so much for choosing today.
really i enjoy you yearly.
so many celeb deaths.
it's all a little too much.
i can't help but wonder who will be next.
i haven't called/seen gma in weeks.
i probably should visit her sometime.
hopefully she's not upset with me.
the complex vaca talk.
i could have done without.
that was all just more than a little ridiculous.
so much going on for one week.
i think i'm going to take a book to the beach.
maybe i'll actually read it.
while i tan of course.
god knows i'm looking just the wrong side of ghost like lately.
peppy pink nails and a curious case of red toes.
i think it's time to say goodbye.
you seem to have cut off the communiqué for quite some time now.
i don't have feelings about it yet.
i'm sure i will eventually.
like next week... hah.
dan stop robbing those dq's.
i know you want a blizzard.
but gosh they are only like $3.
gym euphoria.
so many machines.
and so much pain.
but it's not a bad pain.
need to work though it tomorrow.
or sometime.
i've had enough for one week.
and it's only monday.
maybe it's just the one situation i can't seem to pin down.
that makes it seem like the rest are in the air.
but i think it's no worse than usual.
Thursday, June 25, 2009
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