The Unedited Past 2: June- August or September rather

June 2, 2007 - Saturday


only in dreams.
Current mood: blank

lalalalalalala.

mini vacation was great.

ice cream with oreo topping.

bubble baths.

oversized furniture.

rocking chairs.

yummy food.

long winding paths.

beautiful flowers.

sunny skies.

it was a nice getaway, but now it's back to everyday.

June 3, 2007 - Sunday


empty gray dresser.
Current mood: indifferent

oh what a day.

white votive candles.

old tees.

blueberry muffins.

jazz music.

yc press conference.

beautiful shoes.

windy conditions.

blackened rooms.

let go of things, the past is not worth it.

June 7, 2007 - Thursday


you should wear a monocle
Current mood: mellow

running errands all the time.

smoldering days.

dinners with the fam.

starbucks adventures.

fruit at whole foods.

naps galore.

i love driving.

caffeine puts me to sleep.

hanging around the doctors.

my tension relaxes me.

identity crisis.

confusion once more.

good thing i have a bff for guidance.

there is nothing that comes close to homemade tortillas.

happy week, when did i become so optimistic?

June 8, 2007 - Friday


im addicted to my toothbrush.
Current mood: calm

crisp pages in my address book.

my yoga mat is red.

mail interests me.

cluttered desk

pink post-its.

bottle of green liquid.

gumby coffee mug.

christmas ornament.

2 pigs.

a deflating balloon.

reading is important.

so is water.

what do you consist of?

Sunday, June 10,2007

just keep the change.
Current mood: awake

its early.

long nap yesterday.

cleaned everything. semi-organized now.

great indian food.

yucky inner feeling of vulnerability.

who knows what that's about?

weird dreams that keep featuring my grandma.

i hate when people expect you to be interesting.

im tired leave me alone.

bff called last night. yay.

must play in the small patch of flowers i call a garden today.

maybe ill visit the lady in my dreams.

i miss my friend greatly.

i love when you find a roll of film that has yet to be developed.

its a nice surprise.

June 10, 2007 - Sunday


my name is luca
Current mood: melancholy

got a 18th birthday cake today.

that's quite a bit early.

starbucks passion tea is good.

catching up with friends is relaxing and hilarious.

i hate pulling weeds.

the office supply stores were frustrating me today.

i saw a true hippie van today.

i need some picture frames.

identity crisis or something.

bleh.

June 13, 2007 - Wednesday


meet me in morocco
Current mood: calm

it's already wednesday. wow.

long days.

menacing traffic.

new people.

blossoming flowers.

complex lies.

starbucks haven.

stupid mosquitos.

pointless papers.

frosty bowls of ice cream.

running errands.

June 14, 2007 - Thursday


"You can't fight in here. This is the war room."
Current mood: sick

early morning.

sunrise was beautiful.

repetitive tasks.

downtown commotions.

on the search for pillows.

multicolored pots.

cereal bowls with chex.

chinese takeout.

Spurs won!!!

drizzling sky.

tomorrow will be busy.

refreshing naps.

feeling sick.

June 16, 2007 - Saturday


Do you have the sillies in your tummy?
Current mood: calm

friday was good.

running errands as per usual.

watched some old home vids. hilarious.

wooden fishes.

copy cats. where does that expression come from anyway?

delicious meatloaf and mashed potatoes.

movies with friends.

early morning thunderstorms.

violent lightning. thunderous clouds.

obsessive vacuuming.

early morning cereal snack.

missed connections.

unwanted thoughts.

looking forward to the rain.

and meeting people yet again.

June 19, 2007-Monday
rude awakenings.
Current mood: tired

rain was enchanting.

cooking was exhausting.

happy fathers day!

food was delicious, if i do say so myself.

spurs celebration.

hot sun beaming down.

crowding excitement.

home again.

bad dreams.

June 18, 2007 - Monday


only you of course
Current mood: content

interesting day.

obsessive cleaning.

finding things you don't even know you have is great.

a touch of gardening.

growing mounds of laundry.

propositions to ponder.

where are you?

worth is so relative.

have to wake up early.

sweet dreams. i hope.

June 19, 2007 - Tuesday


there's honey in my hair!
Current mood: blank

boring day.

i was really cranky this morning.

i've become increasingly aware of a hidden level of stupidity.

or maybe it's just me.

no car....that's limiting.

yummy corn flakes, with no frosting.

good day to catch up on sleep.

"popcorn cereal...i don't think the worlds ready for that just yet" -bff

taking back promises.

hilarious look into the past.

looking forward to tomorrow.

espresso brownies

June 22, 2007 - Friday


sudden downpour of life.
Current mood: calm

time of reflection.

lightning on the windowsill.

plentiful feasts.

starbucks trips.

lemon crumb bar.

misty rain.

tired kids.

sleepless night.

dreams on the couch.

bff has knowledge of boxing kangaroos.

he ate my kudos.

poetry readings.

morning errands.

two cute kiddies.

hot cocoa, spaghetti, popcorn, pizza, oreos galore.

messages on my tummy.

search for sensible shoes.

miserable trip.

friendly gossip.

wonderful week.

June 24, 2007 - Sunday


crosswords and crossroads.
Current mood: drained

errands all around.

slides of life.

crazy love story.

scandalous affairs.

new prints and colors.

friendly conversation.

nap.zzzzzz....

relaxing park.

alien presence.haha.

smelling flowers.

fudge brownie.

dim sum mornings.

awkward looks.

titanic abyss.

bff is profound.

his blogs rule.(even though he stole mine)

friendly gestures.

adventurous thoughts.

excessive giddiness.

painful realizations.

you will soon realize the same.

June 25, 2007 - Monday


the word of the day is: abstruse
Current mood: pessimistic

bad day already.

bad dreams.

beating heart.

cold shivers.

nervous agitation.

bluish gray peak of sunrise.

low numbers on the clock.

flip flopping.

predicted announcement.

going to run errands.

and perhaps catch a nap.

June 26, 2007 - Tuesday


"NO! NO, Becca!"
Current mood: calm

turned out to be a good day yesterday.

calming waters.

running around.

usual errands.

like looking in a mirror.

why do i go against my own knowledge knowing its wrong?

grab the popcorn.

its movie time.

and nap time.

stupid bug bites.

small decisions.

up early yet again.

energized spirit.

trip to the airport.

unseen home videos.

mumbling orders.

oreo cookies without the middle.

two kiddies asleep on the couch.

lovely day.

looking forward to a nice evening.

June 27, 2007 - Wednesday


excuse me while i waddle.
Current mood: blah

late night mumblings.

imaginary pumpkin bread.

photobook. um...

kudos to dad.

laughing at yourself is just like the best thing ever.

backseat giggles.

early morning yoga.

numerous phone calls.

i hate the sound of the ring.

in a grocery store daze.

spaghetti and meatballs.

hot cocoa and cinammon raisin bread.

bff can't log in. im sorry bff.

irridescent blue nailpolish.

bank tellers.

cranky feeling.

losing hours of sleep.

trading comebacks.

possible reunion tomorrow. how exciting.

um yes. i have no desire to blog right now.

June 28, 2007 - Thursday


i forgot my mantra.
Current mood: calm

early morning rain.

torrential storms.

backyard flooding.

the lawn mower is floating.

cold noodles.

returning items.

meddling salespeople.

fresh flowers.

peachy flavor.

cat naps on the couch.

homemade pixie sticks.

beautiful storms.

must read my book.

late night stretch.

purple smocks.

lines of shoes.

good day.

thank you for helping.

July 1, 2007- Sunday

colorful carousel horse
Current mood: calm

oh my.

becoming a contradiction of self.

telltale signs.

stretching lines.

plentiful gossip.

second thoughts.

or third or fourth.

canceled plans.

disapointing hours.

a new line.

careful strategy.

changing skies.

burning candle.

empty boxes.

good july to you.

July 1, 2007 - Sunday


Please don't unbutton that.
Current mood: calm

in the moment.

good day.

MIKESTYLE.

house visits.

self accusations.

charm school dropout.

uncontrolalbe laughing.

awkward looks.

hilarious irony.

that's great.

small community you will never escape.

weird 70's fashion.

heavy books.

matchy jewelry.

watering can.

doughy arms.

leave them alone.

like a praying mantis.

tumultous relationship.

i love it. and hate it.

no, your not a fashion diva.

the carrot with the hair transplants is trying to sell crap.

my bulletin board.

oh my. returning to great aspirations.

i'm certainly not laughing at that.

you should have a talk show.

it would be boring to everyone but you though.

flare of the nostrils.

elbows look weird.

weather changes.

thanks for patting my head.

July 2, 2007 - Monday


my polkadot notebook
Current mood: calm

hmm

morning breeze.

weather channel.

packing for beach.

deposit slips.

thank you notes.

wondering around at target.

tumbler of cranberry juice.

delicious slices of cheese.

waiting game.

silly silly games.

they are getting annoying.

i shall miss you.

July 8, 2007 - Sunday


don't worry, there's a boat for you too.
Current mood: thoughtful

return from the beach.

no parasailing...

horseback riding on the beach.

lazy afternoons.

sunburn.

crazy crowds.

double rainbows.

delicious seafood.

private beach.

perfect sea shells.

stupid henna prints.

eco tour. pet the sea urchin.

oversized stores with pathetic music.

there's a snapshot.

it was enjoyable.

a return home.

laundry days.

people that plague you forever.

lost and forgotten.

can't get away.

looking forward to the new.

new states. new everything.

thanks for everything.

it was good at times.

not so much anymore.

July 9, 2007 - Monday


i thought it said grande on your butt.
Current mood: pissed off

decent day.

oh...until i got pissed off!

things i know:

im looking forward to the new.

i have a lot of anger towards you.

i like how you think i don't have feelings.

i guess i can be erased.

oh well.

there's more out in the world.

to waste my time worrying about you.

so show some initiative

or care

or something

or leave me alone.

i love andie. she's the coolest kid around.



July 11, 2007 - Wednesday


maybe this is our moment.
Current mood: calm

hm..

better days.

thank god.

clearing the past.

mindless chatter.

oprah said "this is the year to change your life"

why was i even watching that show?

i dont even know.

losing material.

new outlooks.

cliche i know.

numerous questions.

delicious chinese food.

security.

dying brakes.

facing your reality.

fortunate happenings.

skipping responsibility.

or accepting it.

i think there's a difference.

open pleasantries.

beautiful iridescent purple flowers.

i hope all is well.

July 13, 2007 - Friday


not so classic after all
Current mood: calm

different really different.

trapped in time.

spiritual high.

euphoric running.

chocolate covered waffle cones.

bitter lime snowman.

sharing gossip.

people watching.

return to Tradition.

deal with the cards your dealt.

friendly faces.

airport daze.

move outside your corner would you.

new patterns.

i don't understand it.

but i don't mind it either.

July 15, 2007 - Sunday


crumbling walls and withering curls
Current mood: distressed

i will not stand for it.

none of this.

broken plates.

stupid metaphors.

i think i've said that before.

reruns just keeping going.

end to start. end to start.

your disingenuous conversation.

its time to take responsibility.

i accept it.

strong character.

a falling heart.

cold exteriors.

its a shame really.

optimism. pessimism. realism. cynicism.

who the hell cares anymore?

i seem to keep flipping.

i can accept the differences.

but a similarity would be nice.

understanding would be nice.

volatile actions.

reinvention.

find some inner strength.

put things into perspective.

avoid distraction.

not to mention negativity.

believe in yourself.

or whatever you need to believe in.

July 24, 2007 - Tuesday


live long and prosper trekkies(ok...and trekkers)
Current mood: calm

lapse of time.

meeting new people.

healing scars.

reliving the past.

oh god.

rainy afternoons.

birthday celebrations.

oodles of noodles.

miss you, as always.

giant question marks hang above.

old news.

so called "compliments"

trips to gruene.

the worrisome.

power to sleep.

not really working.

bad judgement calls.

halls of antonian...need i say more.

the almighty question of forgiveness.

unwanted comments.

dreams of slumber.

preparing for the so-called future.

haven't felt like blogging.

still really don't.

enjoy the rain.

and the music.

set freedom and limitation.

July 27, 2007 - Friday


el rey.
Current mood: contemplative

hmm.

misdirected energy.

anger.

pleasant rainfall.

new experiences.

lost friends.

it doesn't seem to matter.

new recipes.

and ingredients.

listening.

not just hearing.

there's a difference.

talked to the bff....finally!

furthering yourself.

rid of the negative.

new ideas.

a sense of importance of practice.

it seems like a simple idea.

clear everything.

embrace whatever.

i'm not gonna tell you how to live.

i'm just not gonna let you disrupt how i live mine.

morals are funny.

i'll hold myself up to them.

i suppose set some first.

letting go.

it's the only way to move forward.

that's what this is about.

isn't it?

July 29, 2007 - Sunday


"i wish nothing but the best for you both"
Current mood: calm

a full calendar.

sparkling water.

energizing run.

new horizons.

crisscrossing messages.

crashing waves.

ebbing tide.

circus dreams.

the ordinary life of the extraordinary.

evening trips to the grocery store.

peaking into the lighted trays.

missing you.

the thought of you anyway.

clearing out the shelves.

planning the weeks ahead.

new poses.

strengthening the inner self.

sweet fizzy fruit.

addressing problems.

attracted to dark space.

why am i holding back?

i dont really know.

a loose hold.

burning aspirations.

dimmed.

good day.

i'll leave you to it.


July 31, 2007 - Tuesday


99 luftballoons
Current mood: contemplative

i should have known things would end like this.

new house.

new address.

good times.

familar faces.

new coat of paint.

thoughtful posters.

horrific meetings.

humiliating chatter.

laughing and crying.

yells and screams.

no more.

negativity.

don't give me your bullshit.

i've heard far better.

are we friends?

im not really sure.

move on.

it seems like the right thing to do.

the only thing left to do.

sinking depression.

resiliency is key.

indulge in harmony.

don't betray yourself.

glowing screen.

red phones.

easy money.

talking voice.

August 5, 2007 - Sunday


did we just die?
Current mood: calm

running around.

ineligible.

wake up and face the news.

lists upon lists.

long drives.

disco beat.

apple pies.

krispy donuts.

late nights.

lonesome sighs.

jumping on the bed.

room service.

misunderstandings.

flashing exit signs.

early morning showers.

open pools of cool water.

monsterous brownie.

browsing the bookstores.

colorful dresses.

bright lights.

reuniting.

exotic fish.

exciting pyramids.

rainforests, aquariums, and dinosaurs oh my!!

carnival streets.

ferris wheels and boardwalks.

glass tanks.

long night drives.

"insane" traffic.

unexplained occurances.

human stupidity.

pirate voices.

delicious memories.

ice cream with friends.

far off looks.

devastating relationships.

good times.

August 7, 2007 - Tuesday


what are you kids doing in there?
Current mood: amused

waking up late.

for me anyways.

nervous feelings.

waiting games.

miscommunication as always.

seeing old faces.

bustling malls.

back to school time.

sale items.

"that's adorable"

yummy tacos.

comfy towels.

grocery shopping.

cleanup on aisle 5.

opened ice cream.

cookies in cream to be clear.

late nights.

lazy days.

long lunches.

passion fruit tea.

dorm shopping.

climbing ladders.

friendly gentlemen.

going in circles.

hit the target.

bags upon bags.

star trek as always.

root beer floats.

friendly faces.

phone conversations.

face to face.

bright lights.

fast escape.

spaceballs is on.

hope you had a pleasant day!

August 9, 2007- Thursday
the smoking bulimics.
Current mood: calm

New day

Shop till you drop.

Stalking blues.

Switching sides.

New ideas.

Overpowering emotion.

Filled with confusion.

Neon light.

Homecomings.

Fluffy cookies.

Do you see a light?

Hello's soon to be the opposite.

Crocheting dreams.

Capture the moment.

Multitasking.

Bright pink dress.

The art of unpacking.

Wondering the halls.

Good luck charms.

Splitting stories.

Overwhelmed.

Soft yarn.

Green beads.

Loving looks.

Seeing friends.

Orange tint.

Lookalikes.

Dissecting conversation.

Pondering the remains.

Running into the familiar.

Flowering conversation.

"good to see you."

Orb of music.

Repeating the same mistakes.

Surrounding the weeds.

Forced exhaustion.

8:43

August 9, 2007 - Thursday


"twenty-first century’s yesterday"
Current mood: calm

Ignoring the true story.

Uneasy direction.

At a loss for expression.

Shuffling aside.

Why am I holding on?

Seeking to forget.

I guess.

Arrested energy.

Effortless action.

Filled with grief.

And happiness.

All at once.

What do I say?

Anything?

I can't blame it on you.

No carrier.

Yellow notes.

Endless void.

No chatter.

Nonexistent bond.

Careful crossing.


Side glances.

Petty excuses.

Lost time.

Buzzing headache.

No meaning.

Slow hours.


Building anticipation.

Lasting moments.

Careless defeat.

Sighs.

Of joy?

Walking away.

Looking on.

Make a point now.

Before it's too late.

No more. I think.


August 11, 2007 - Saturday


Avoid the pillow, embrace the after-effect
Current mood: blank

ugh...

sometimes i just feel like screaming:

"leave me the fuck alone"

then there's no one to say anything to.

mantra after mantra.

lack of discriminating taste.

apologies for the crudeness.

raw, real, whatever.

write my paper for me.

mistaken accidents.

forgiving memories.

slowing down.

fading to a spec.

grateful for this.

i'm not angry at any divine power.

the naivete of the soul.

what is "type"

repition to no avail.

i believe they call that insanity.

affairs experts.

so what do you do?

forget expectations.

lose vulnerability or something like that.

dissecting your exploration.

i dont think its right.

what do i know?

probably nothing relevant to you.

yeah...i dont know.

August 13, 2007 - Monday


no, im fine. no, im really fine.
Current mood: calm

in the mood

for something lighthearted.

early early morning

impurites raising to the top.

let it go.

aching knees.

minimalism.

followed by long nap.

disco tunes.

lists upon lists.

i want fresh paint.

and pizza.

sitting in the rain.

sharing secrets.

"i have to get out of here."

traveling around.

quick time.

did you know they made mini nilla wafers?

where have i been?

inexperience.

books on tape.

they are really superior.

oh incessant ringing.

maybe someone should just pick up the phone.

nothing on tv.

why does the oxiclean guy do so many infomercials?

theater in the sky.

inpersonations...

no sleep.

cool fan.

traveling home.

everyone is probably still sleeping.

don't blame me, i'm pretty sure i didn't do anything.

thanks mark trail.

August 14, 2007 - Tuesday


"Hey Marty...what happened?"
Current mood: awake

um late night chats.

revelaing tales.

dashed plans.

meeting with the familar.

simple living.

God notes.

old stories.

heard a thousand times.

piercing glances.

making me uncomfortable.

walking around.

aimless search.

speeding escalator.

a need to talk.

more uneasyness.

terrible drivers.

road blocks.

slowing the world.

key lime dreams.

reunions.

black and white classics.

i should really be paying more attention.

consuming needs.

bouncing duck.

missing the old bff.

spelling errors.

pent up energy.

dancing around the room.

like a loser.

I Hate Tuesdays.
Current mood: calm

lazy days.

ruined errands.

self inflicted pain.

saying hello.

refreshing talks.

good old days.

cool ice cream.

cookie time.

watching the dough turn round and round.

mourning for the cat.

long walk.

comtemplation.

buildling anger.

hoping to subside.

good morning.

breaking in.

"witnesses" tales.

black coats and long canes.

Yes, Mr. Rodriguez.

A pizza....or a kite what were you thinking?

flipping through history.

chasing cheese.

"friendly" folks at the H-E-B.

Mulder and Scully rule my world.

funny answers.

i love the blinds.

rainy rainy day.

the end of a list.

embarrasing tidbits.

find yourself.

find your passion.

August 17, 2007 - Friday


Stop poking me with your cane.
Current mood: anxious

goodbye bulimics.

lalala morning.

friendly faces are a norm.

freeing moves.

overanticipation.

haha.

balloons are fun.

so are funny theme songs.

waiting games.

return home.

why am i here?

excuse me, please.

target troubles.

aimless shopping.

you don't have what i'm looking for.

even more waiting.

evil looks.

i'm not sure why.

confusing numbers.

long drives.

empty parking lots.

seemed to be the right medicine.

failing tests.

hello, officer.

grocery store.

familiar face.

impersonations again.

ow..cut.

squabbling back and forth.

as usual.

awesome folks.

i will miss you.

and thanks for all the advice.

long day.

finished my paper.

pizza deliciousness.

disappointing flicks.

ah, freaking out!

August 18, 2007 - Saturday


flashing bulbs and sunken memories.
Current mood: calm

wee hours of the morning.

laughing frivolously.

"that's not what i meant."

6 hour nights.

packing woes.

and unpacking.

collecting your life.

in boxes.

face the challenge.

one big trip.

what to take?

wish it were easier.

break time.

i think.

"tasty" candy.

foreign foods.

acknowledged hello's.

walking around.

h-e-b glow.

tasty teas.

giving in.

adrenaline rush.

glimpsing the life you passed.

probably good.

fun offerings.

missing out. i guess.

"hello, tom"

i will miss you.

thanks for the fortune.

take it easy.

August 22, 2007 - Wednesday


does the rain in spain really stay mainly in the plain?
Current mood: calm

tape. boxes. trunks.

packing greatness.

school days.

turned events.

saying goodbye.

pictures.

waiting around.

listening in.

entertain the mind.

inevitable change.

growing tension.

getting things out.

exchanging gifts.

see you later!

driving around.

silent darkness.

mysterious fire.

turning back.

childhood play.

scrambled voices.

follow my mantra.

letting go.

giving in.

entrancing dance.

end in sighs.

peaceful night.

refreshing morning hours.

please help me.

darkness turned to light.

it really is a show about nothing.

and everything.

August 23, 2007 - Thursday


we should just drop elephants on them...
Current mood: anxious

thanks for the tribute bff.

620.

a new chapter.

defined by unknown.

i'll start with the day.

moving boxes.

stacking arrangements.

funny waitresses.

delicious strawberry pancakes.

wandering around.

stuck in the mud.

hahaha.

watching the birds.

and the non-moving turtle. i forgot to mention that.

excessive vulnerability.

shared space.

moving about.

ring after ring after ring.

don't buy into the hype.

playing with the morals.

a goodbye i guess.

more packing and moving.

it's like your life in a box.

sad moments with bff.

we will go to baia one day.

just to see what language is used.

thank you a. sharon for the lovely gifts.

g-ma, you aren't dying.

years of "good times"

intense chocolate cake.

snap out of it.

i will miss you terribly.

thank you for the years of friendship.

and mutual loathing of many things.

and the recent sharing.

i mean, scrabble, i still don't believe it.

i'm just going on a long vacation.

you are always welcome to join me.

August 25, 2007 - Saturday


welcome to our courtyard.
Current mood: calm

1600 miles later.

arkansas.

clinton library.

tennessee.

graceland.

let us rest.

virginia.

maryland. i didn't even know that was there.

d.c.

welcome to the city.

check in.

hot showers.

sleepless nights.

welcome home.

orange bins.

saying hello.

boxes upon boxes.

matching sets whats that about?

share a meal.

orient yourself.

hot day.

down time.

HOYA....SAXA!!!

oh goodness.

meetings.

bunny bunny is just stupid.

ice pieces.

let the chips fall where they may.

hall meetings.

chocolate fountains.

large inflatable monkey.

his name is francis.

card games.

tootsies.

texan jokes.

ugh.

my take on things.

must let go.

i will miss you.

i wish you the best.

but i love it here.

goodnight to all, or morning rather.

August 28, 2007 - Tuesday


"where are you from?"
Current mood: distressed

hard times.

depression.

lightening up.

up and down.

back up and down.

tears streaming.

breaking heart.

strands of people.

useless.

repeating thoughts.

walking around.

not going anywhere.

breathtaking views.

decoration.

feel like home.

you are a human being.

act like one.

look to others.

books and more books.

who has the money for all that?

ring, ring, ring, ring...

familiar tales.

diversified.

keeping quiet.

being cranky.

sorry if i've offended you.

i miss you.

i love you.

familiarity is gone.

i don't have anything to prove to you.

i'm not like you.

by any means.

pissing off others.

it's not necessarily bad.

chattering girls.

swirling days.

sinking feelings.

.....

September 1, 2007 - Saturday


"-they’re transcending the bullshit"
Current mood: blah

hah.

18.

what a waste of youth.

unexpectedness.

lonliness.

early mornings.

late nights.

no sleep.

where are you going?

what are you doing?

i'm not all that interested.

actually.

pop your popcorn.

read your book.

do whatever the hell it is you do.

i'll be here.

fixing myself around your bullshit.

looking for the way out.

creating the cynical perspective.

even more so...

if that's possible.

squeaky ducks.

beautiful red roses.

heavy boxes.

thanks for your help.

by the way.

typing away.

good memories.

stop lying to yourself.

and everyone around you.

why don't people know how to do that?

walk around.

aimlessly even.

discover a world.

no pleasantries.

just sounds.

come back here.

you know i won't.

or maybe i will.

what do you care?

September 4, 2007 - Tuesday


i don’t know where my mind is going.
Current mood: calm

reading.

i really don't know what it's saying.

so lost.

skip the library.

kiss the steps.

chipotle deliciousness.

laundry confusion.

hah. oh kids, learn to do your laundry.

fuzzy towels.

late night movies.

steal the white door.

wait impatiently.

brown arches.

prayerful silence.

hello, francis.

nice of you to join me.

box of temptation.

waiting.

and waiting.

i can't see you.

moment of insanity.

except not really.

early nights.

tennis tv.

monday morning.

thanks for the foil.

morning being afternoon.

ice cream breakfast.

keep me away.

why are you calling on me?

sitting alone.

it's peaceful.

inflexibility.

sheets keep moving.

i try not to wake you.

miss you.

as always.

but stuck.

in a mind of place.