i found it in a notebook.

quiet weekends.

3 days.

how lovely and quaint.

kinda makes you hate the week.

lounge.

and dream.

follow the movement.

and let go.

believe the fantasy.

but don't try to live it again.

it could be meant to be.

or it could be a complete misery.

diligent studying.

yeah right.

more like watching.

the fierce competition.

and snickering.

oh how different.

the world seems.

late nights.

of studying and mischance.

crisscross your words.

tone them down.

apparently the general audience.

doesn't appreciate it all.

caught up in the superficiality.

cut the scenes.

and the life.

catch your star.

and discover what was right there.

discover the cold fridge doors.

and stocked shelves.

pick up your fav. foods.

and the like.

take a fashion risk.

ooh, how risque for you.

it works.

stacks of books.

and aged lives.

pick your favorites.

teas, barbies, flowers and more.

short stories of fate.

and depression.

how intriguing.

reread journals.

mean something more now.

i can't get it out of my head.

perfect day.

turned awry.

more like my kind of day.

something twisted about it all.

drops of cold wet rain.

but perky colors.

of bowls and cups.

to lift the spirit.

anger of the group.

and anxiety of your action.

i kinda need to stop with that.

the attitude is lovely.

lets not adjust it.