a cape in a field of ponchos.

i want to save the world.

and i haven't the faintest idea how to do so.

there are so many possibilities.

i'm tired of being on the sidelines.

i want to get in the game.

metaphorically of course.

i know. i know.

you've heard that all before.

but here's something new.

i'm over the bullshit.

and the self pity.

and the wasted time.

and the lack of drive.

and passion.

and everything else.

i don't want to spend it like this.

it's not right.

and yes, not good is not right.

i want to join the fight.

and take up a flag.

i don't want to take your advice.

or your medicine any more.

i'm tired.

need to grow up.

and accept the responsibility.

i think i have this.

for a reason.

i will do something.

it will be grand.

even in its own small way.

i can't help but do so.

i just want to run away.

and get my hands dirty.

and take you with me.

don't think of it as religious.

just think of it as moralizing.

secluded for now.

and relatively free in mind.

i shall let it go.

all of you.

and there will be a new mantra.

something that was from long ago.

enough.